Week 9

I was so happy because I thought I was going to be able to say the bleeding stopped this week... but nope, it started again last night after taking a several day break.   It decided to come back the night before my first official midwive appointment (even though I have already gone in twice before today due to bleeding concerns...).  So crushed.  But at least it was brownish-pink and not red.  In other frustrating news I have been cramping, which scares me combined with the bleeding.  But it's not bad and my midwife reminded me that this could all just be normal.  Still have diarrhea as well.  And feel sick at times.  Fun fun fun.  I thought that I might feel sad being pregnant knowing that this is the last time (only want 2 kids) but I am now so happy to never have to go through all of this again.  It's truly horrible.  My midwife appointment was fine.  Couldn't hear baby's heartbeat with the doppler because baby is likely still low and little.  I couldn't hear Baby #1's heartbeat this early so I wasn't expecting much.  I hope the next three weeks FLY by because that is when my next ultrasound is to determine if everything is okay.  I.Cannot.Wait.!!!!!!!

Wearing maternity pants I found at Gap for $4!!!  Got another pair too.  Amazing.