Week 11

No news is good news, right?!  I hope.  I have no real news this week.  Everything is about the same. Something I haven't talked about yet is how we are homeless.  Well, not technically without a roof thanks to our dear friends for letting us rent their amazingly located apartment, but we do not have a house.  As things get further along I can't stop thinking about what will happen if we don't find something (believe you me, we have been looking, 8 offers deep!).  My rationale mind is like, it won't be that big of a deal.  The baby just won't have a bedroom, but we will make it work!  My hormonal mind is like, OH MY GOD, where is baby going to sleep? where are baby's things going to go? what am I going to do with all my nesting energy? AAHHHHHHH!!!!  I am choosing not to truly freak out about this until we are 20 weeks.  Why 20 weeks?  I have no idea.  But this seems to be working for now.  I think at 20 weeks if we have no found a house yet I am going to have to start unpacking all of our belongings because I packed them in all of Daughter #1's baby items to avoid buying bubble wrap.  I thought this was smart at the time. Now it just might be a HUGE pain in the rear end.  So, for now, we are spending EVERY weekend house hunting like it's our job.  Because it is.  Because I already want to start planning a nursery even if it might look like the exact same room as Daughter #1's because Daughter #1 has already planned what her big-sister room will look like in our new house--pink room with purple flowers, no chairs, and big floor pillows everywhere.  Yes, she came up with that ALL on her own.  Love my little girly girl.

Hoping this next week goes by fast so I can finally see our little bean again!