Tuesday, August 11, 2015

5 Weeks

I don't feel quite as huge this week.  Maybe there was some extra bloat thanks to the 100 degree temps we have been having non-stop.  Truthfully, I frequently forget that I am pregnant at all as my symptoms have decreased.  Already, this pregnancy is so different from #1.  Our first time around I was having HORRIBLE cramps (like labor) where I had to stop everything I was doing and try not to die.  This time around I get the occassional period-like cramps but that is really it.  I wonder if I can attribute the intense cramps to the hemmorage I had with baby #1?  Like I could feel things were not right...  I am hoping feeling not pregnant at all is a good sign!  Rather than a "shouldn't-I-be-feeling-worse?" type of thing.  I have my first doctor appointment tomorrow so we will see...

Oh, and as far as the doc situation....I have to go to a new hospital for #2 because my insurance has changed.  This makes me very nervous and a little heartbroken because I loved everything about my first pregnancy and delivery.  Now I am walking into all new territory once again.  And to make matters more interesting--I have to be seen at my place of employment.  So delivering #2 might just feel like another day at the job.  We will see.

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